Okay Im Back.

Well nothings happend really.
Except Damion been talking to me=)
I miss his little ass.
But not as much as I miss my Husband D.Ross:-*
Man I miss him so much & I love him.
He being stupid right now.
And fucking wid these otha bitches.
Although Im fucking wid otha niggas.
Man I didnt think it was going to hurt this much.
Loving him hurts like hell=(
But man Ive had a boyfriend over the past month I havent been on here.
Melvin Greene is his name.
He's old news though.
Been around for like 4our years.
But it didnt work out.
I dont even know why.
I was being too selfish or something.
But uhm and I found out somebody tryna set me up, damn.
Oh well, I`ll be ready wid my Killas&Bangas when they come=D
Anysways Chazz, lmfaooo :-p
No wordssss on him, but GREAT.
But uhm Im done for right now.
Tired of typing.
Goodnight:-*

Ima spill my Heart out,

Its crazy how I love yu so much.
But when we first met.
I didnt even like yu.
Remember I called yu a (5) Lol.
And damn I use to talk to yur big brother too.
Thats some crazy shit.
Who would have thought Id fall head over heels for yu.
Who would have thought Id cry my eyes out for yu.
Who would have thought Id wanna fight every bitch thts with yu.
When I see yu in the hallwaysss; "I get Butterflies."
When we talk on the phone; "Im extremely Estatic."
When we kiss on the lips; "My whole body shakes."
And when yu say; "I love yu." My whole world breaks.

wTF happennn>:o

I use to be Wifeee; he was committed to me; he loves me>:o
And I let someeee ugly bitch take him; smfhhh



DRossss: ilove Kila
DRossss: thtts Wife
DRossss: im Committed to Kila



He'll come bck thou; Im his J.Lynn:-*

Baby yu kan Maxxxx Thissss Outttttt.

Damn, homecoming was turnttttttttttt way uppppppp.
Thizzzzzed the out; High as fucccccck
Justtttttttttt super on with my Prettyssss Tash, Niki, Lizzy, &Ana.
Didnt get NO sex after wardssss; but oh welllllllll;
The boy I wanteddd to too wasnt thereee:(
Anyswaysssssssss; after thtt school has been cool as fuck;
Ive been having an eye on this boy name TINY;
Buttttt I only wanna toot his shitt; thtts alllllll.
Anyswaysssssssss; Im done for now.















Baby yu kan Maxxxx Thissss Outttttt.

Its been like ah month; andddd . . .

I kinda miss Damion;

rip Bully ;

Kevin Robert Harris II, a 21-year-old black man,died on Sunday, Sept. 20, after he was shot in the 3300 block of West 118th Place in Inglewood, according to the Los Angeles County coroner. Harris, of Westchester, was sitting in his car when a vehicle pulled up next to him and someone shot him, said Ed Winter, a spokesman for the coroner's office.

The incident happened at about 8 p.m., and Harris was taken to a hospital, where he died at 8:41 p.m., Winter said.

Reality Check ;

Nothing is ever that Important to stress over ; not a Death & specially not a Nigga .

Tonights notes

So far senior year is boring
My classesssss are boo-boo
But I have to make them work
& Do my B E S T


Lately Ive beeeeen in & out of Episodes
Happy , Sadd , Angry , Irritated , all the above
I havent had one in like twooo weeeeks
But they came back this weekend


RedBone x Hazel: [AWAY] somebody call the doctor, & perscribe me somethin' that'll show me how to act when he's gone:-\
Not so much trippin off him
Its just idk
Maybe I am trippin off him
& I just dont wanna admit it
How cowardly right ?

Tomorrow .

Senior years startsssss , & Im going to try and write everyday .

Its very sadd .
Out of all the years that have passed .
And all the shit thats happened .
And all the mistakes youve made .
And all the ages that have passed .
And all the hurt you have brought .
You havent changed a bit .
You still look the same .
Smell the same .
Dress the same .
Walk the same .
Talk the same .
& Act the same .
When are you going to "Mature" ?
Or when are you going to realize ,
That your growing up .
Youre not going to be a teenager for long .
And that one day your going to have to provide for yourself .
No one is going to help you anymore .
Not even your family .
There will be no phones to jack .
Homes to break into .
People to steal from .
There will be no crashing at the homies house .
None of that shit anymore .
Dont tell me when it`ll change .
Tell yourself when you want to change .
Because your clock is ticking very fast .

Mystery . Deception . Lust . Revenge .Obsession . Scandal . Intrigue .

. . .

Well all the things that was said between me & charles was alllllll a lie .
Somebodys just tryna break us up .
Sooooo , he's back .
But Im still thinking about it .
Because I dont know if I want a boyfriend again .
Well I dont want a boyfriend anymore .
& I just dont know how to tell him .

Havent been on here in a while . Sorry :-*

Wellllllllllllllll ,
So much new shit .
Im not with Charles Wayne Netherly anymore .
He's just like the rest of the Typical niggas in LA .
Liarssss , Cheatersssss , and Ignorantttttttt .
But Im goooooood .
And Vincentttttt is back , smh .
But this timeeeee ,
Im not gonna fall in his trap .
Im getting money by any meanssss , iswear .
12th grade finna startttt .
Staying focused , and getting money .
One Young Successful Senior :-)
Anddd after graduation ,
Oowwee Im on the next flight to CHICAGO .
But theres nothing really newwwww .
Exspect , I found Froggy :)
And than I lost him again .
Gotta find him againn :(
Andddd broke up with Charles .
Ohhh , new tattoo .
"Bella" w a Hawaiian Flower .
Anddddd thats about it that I can remember .

Pretty Jolieeeee:-*

Mr. Netherly:-*

I think maybe I love him .

Never again .

This wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee weekend was crazy .
Friday night with Richard and them ,
To Saturday getting too high ,
Start tripping out and shit ,
To Sunday with messy messy herself ,
To today ,
BIG ASS RUMBLE with some boys and girl .
But me and my girls did our stufffffffff :-D

H22B t`my big brother D.T. Locke

H22B t`my big brother D.T. Locke .
He's more like my knight in shining armor , my protector , and 2nd daddy .
Although we argue and fight every single time he comes to LA to visit me and our Father .
At the end of the day , none of that matters , because we're blood , and I love him with alllllllllllllllll of my heart .
And "thats on Nuttys blood" his voiceeee .
ILoveeYu` big brother:-*





Signed ,
Your Bbysister .

>:o

Nobody in this whole wide world ,
Could ever replace you in my eyes .

...

Suicidal thoughts , because I dont wanna feel this pain anymoreeee:(

What is this ?

Im with Charles ,
But somehow still in love with Vincent .
Am I doing Charles dirty for this .
Like , idk mannnn .
I wanna be with Charles .
But I keep thinking of Vincent .

:-(

&d Im still in love with you .

:-*

C.Wayne Netherly The III .

Can't wait till Friday , June 1Oth 2OO9 .

Whyyyy ?
Because Bryan comes home :-)
Ive missed my little babyface so much .
Can't wait . Can't wait . Can't wait .






FREE Bryan R. Wilkerson:-*

Idk why Im letting it get to me >:o

This shit is really bothering me , like why the fuck are you soooooooo fucking stupid . This shit dont make no type of sense VJ . For you to be so fucking smart , you act so fucking dumbbbb !And all this shit over a B I T C H . Pshhhhh , you gotta be one of the dumbiest nigga on this fucking P L A N E T now . And that shit is N O T love neither . It's just plain stupidityyyy . LOVE my make you do some crazy shit . But not NO crazy shit like what you doing . And I know for a FACT , that this shit aint even LOVEEEE .

&d TO the bitch , shake my muthafuckin head at yo dumb , stupid , just brainless ass . If yo ass really loved him , you wouldnt be doing the shit you doing right now . Or you wouldnt be letting HIM do the shit that he doing right now . I use to think you was just a young girl falling in loveeee . Now I see that you just dumb ass B I T C H . I really hate yo ass nowwww . Dont let me see yo ass never again .

Today ,

Woke up crying ,
Had a bad dream ,
Horrible dream ,
Breakfest with Mother ,
Streets with Mother ,
Kut my hair :)
It's tooo kute ,
Havent talked to Charles yet ,
Day goes byyyy ,
Still havent talk to him ,
Aim trampkingggg ,
Make a new aim ,
"Ruthess Indeed" :)
Day goes by some more ,
Still havent talk to Charles ,
Wife Raven komes over ,
Still havent talk to Charles ,
Talk to him at EIGHT ,
Smh , Ive missed him so much ,
I really miss him :(
Just bekame "IRRITATED"
Bekause of Charles ,
He doesnt know if he's koming tonight ,
Like ,
It's a YES or NO question ,
Fuccccccck !
Well , Im goneeeee .

O 6 . 2 5 . O 9

I miss Charlesssss :(

:)

Jay3 Kills: Goodnight Evil
ToThirsty4MyAim: Goodnighttt Ruthlesss

Game Over .

4our years ago ,
T`day wouldnt have happened .
But shit happens ,
:& This happened .
It was fun while it lasted ,
:& If I could do it all over ,
I would .

I really never thought that we would REALLY all it quits .
But we did .
:& Im kind of kool with it .
I mean ,
We've been through SO MUCH .
Mannnn ,
Im okay with it though .
Super kool with it .

Vincent you really made me who I am today .
The Ruthless , Cold Hearted , Emotionless BITCH .
Thats that fine .
Because NO-ONE will ever get that close to me again .

Well ,
I guess wanna say Thank You ,
For everything .
Heartbreaksss ,
Headachessss ,
:& Most of all ,
The SEX :-)

Hopefully the NEXT bitch treat you better ,
Because my NEXT nigga will :-)

AUG.27.2oo5 - JUNE.29.2oo9

Officially NOMORE Jamie :& Vincent .

Hope this works outttttt "/

Wellll ,
Me :& Charles made it official ,
June 25th , 2oo9 .
I hope this works out ,
I wanna be happy again ,
Ima pray that this works out ,




P.S
IloveyouuuCharles:-*

:)

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Jay3 kiLLs: Lol , yeapppp .
RATCHETSLUVDA60s: En we gkOne have oUr babies?
Jay3 kiLLs: Lol ,
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Jay3 kiLLs: Lol ,
Jay3 kiLLs: Oh lorddd ,
Jay3 kiLLs: Ohkay 21 ?
RATCHETSLUVDA60s: Naw SoOn l.ol
Jay3 kiLLs: Lol ,
Jay3 kiLLs: You wanna have babies with meee ?
RATCHETSLUVDA60s: FOshKore
Jay3 kiLLs: Our babies would be beautiful too , Lol .
RATCHETSLUVDA60s: WHy U tHInK they would bK cute l.ol
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Jay3 kiLLs: Lmfaooooooo ,
Jay3 kiLLs: Theyd be cute cuhks your handsome , and im pretty :& mixeddd .
Jay3 kiLLs: Sooo yea ,
Jay3 kiLLs: :& we both have NICE hair .
RATCHETSLUVDA60s: LMao Yea fOshKore TheY'll Bk 160% sTuNtiN On Other Babies Lmao
Jay3 kiLLs: Lmfao ,

1st Summer Weekend , TURNT UP .

This weekend was AMAZINGGG ,
Best weekend , Hands downnnnnnnn !
Welppp , Darryl is a no no I think ,
He playing toooooo much ,
Ty , he still thereeeee ,
But he whatever ,
Vincent , smh .
Vincent is toooooo sick for meee ,
Goot new BFF too , Dody4 tha Loc ,
Ive been with the 4oetys ALL WEEKEND ,
They is tooooooo fun ,
Got me a little 4oetyyyyy ,
He too bombbbb ,
Tall , skinny , liteskin , with DIMPLES ,
:& I LOVE dimplessssss ,
Welpppppp , idk what more to say .




But vJones is ah sick ass niggaaaaaa .

What A Night . (6-18-2009)

I had to bite my tounge the whole night ,
I think Im back with Mr.Jonesssss ,
And I met Courtney ,
The whitegirl thats been there ,
She cool I guess ,
But shit bout to CHANGE since im back ,
She gotta go ,
And so do the other one ,
If not only me can have him ,
Than I dont want him ,
I'll serve the consequences on losing him ,
But Im NOT sharing my "first loveeee" ,










"You the only girl I ever loved ," said T4 .
"&& You the only boy I ever truely loved ," said Mrs. T4 .
August 27th , 2005 - Till death do us PART bitches .

Im Back .

Today I was called a "Home Wrecker."
But I dont believe it .
I mean whoever cheating is the "Home Wrecker."
Anyswaysssss .
Aint been on here in a while .
Wellll .
No more Kalief .
No more Darryl .
No more Vincent .
Well idk if theres "No more Vincent" yet .
But there still is TY .
Thats my boo .
And there is someone new .
Name Damion .
He young too .
But he cool .
He's very handsome too .
I have been stressing lately .
But Im good now .
Two more days of school and im OUT .
I`ll officially be a SENIOR .
Woot woot , CLASS OF 1O.
D I M E S S S S S S S S S !
And Congrats to my O9 graduates .
Specially my homies Johnathan , Chritopher , Darryl , Alvino , Jeremy , Jason , Justin , Fats , Domonique , Myron , Scottie , Tee , Dontay , Trayvon , Antonio , Mark , and MY WIFE Jackie .
Love all yall and ,
Turnt some shit upppp.
Like Myron saiddddd "Dont follow your dreams , CHASE them."

Real bitch , ?

Im sorry Im not that bitch ,
And I honestly cant be that bitch ,
I cant sit around and act all nonchalant like I dont care bout that bitch ,
She fucking the same nigga Im fucking ,
I cant sit in the same room with that bitch thats fucking my nigga ,
I cant be friends with that bitch ,
I cant be around that bitch ,
EVen thou he aint my nigga no more ,
And it aint her nigga ,
Me and him still fuck around ,
Cuhks thats my first ,
And Ima always love him ,
My ex and his new bitch ,
I cant do that ,
I mean I dont care ,
He can have bitches ,
But I aint gone be cool with em ,
I mean I aint gone have a problem with it ,
I just dont wanna meet that bitch ,
Im just not that bitch ,
Do real bitches do that ?
Can real bitches do that ?
I guess Im not a real bitch if I CANT do that ,
Or you bitches aint real bitches if yall CAN do that ,
Thn let me be that bitch , that cant do , or can do whatever .

I wish you loved meee , -TK

Something as simple as me hearing your name ,
Puts me in a place that I cant even explain ,
I really didnt know back then but right now im totally sure ,
Baby I know im your friend ,
But I wanna be much moreeeeee .

I get butterflies when I see you coming ,
Oh boy you got me running ,
This feeling in my stomach tells me that I should be your woman ,
Cause your the only one who makes my fairy tale come truee ,

How can somebody make me so sad ,
But I still only want them to stay ,
I wanna say I love you so bad ,
But I dont wanna sccre you wayyyy ,

Pleaseeee ,
I wish that youll understand ,
That I wanna be more thn just your friend ,
I wish you loved meeeeee .

Tynisha Keli Lyrics .

Dedicated to my little baby KP .

" I wish you loved me . "

suicial thoughts .

Ive had thoughts of giving up ,
Ive had thoughts of walking away ,
Ive had thoughts of saying fuck it ,
Ive had thoughts of leaving him alone .
Its all thoughts , never an action .

Horrible dayyyy .

So we werent together to today .
I let him have his space .
And I hated not being with him .
I just sat on the bench all by myself today .
People asked what was wrong and I said nothing .
When what I really wanted to say is I miss him .
I miss being in his presents .
I love being in his presents .
Ive fallen very hard for this boy man .
I just hope its not a waste of time .
And that he doesnt hurt me .
But I seen him holding hands with some girl today .
That kinda crushed meeeee .
Fats said dont trip .
That how Lief know where home will be .
With meeee .
I hope so .
Today was horrible .
I hated not being around him .
I hated not being in his arms every five minutes .
I just hated everything about today .

Caught up in this Lovers Thing .

And Head Over Heals for Lief .

Lieffffff :-* :-* :-* :-*

Today :-/

Darryl had court .
Gladd he didnt go to jail .
And Kalief .
He's so confusedddddd .
Like Im not gonna hurt him ,
I wanna love him , and build a future .
I hope he realizes that Im the one .
Andddd soon .
Because Im very inpatient .
But because I like him that much .
I can wait .
Ohhh Kalief , I just wanna be with you .
My little babyyyyy :-*

Don't listen to peopleee .

I shouldnt listen to what ppl say .
Specially if its FALSE information .
Soo I wanna say Im sorry Froggy .

My Liefffff :-*

He makes me feel a way that I cant even explain .
But I love it .
And I love him .
I wouldnt change him for the world .
I dont want no body else .
There are other boys that Im attracted too .
But I dont wanna be with them ,
Like I wanna be with him .
Damnnn Lief ,
You got me TIED , Lol .
And I'll be soooo HEARTBROKEN if I lose youuu .
GOD please dont take him away from meee .



Kalief .
Kalief .
Kalief .
Kalief .
Kisses to you x14O .

C to K .

Its NOT Caliphhh .
Its Kaliefffff .
Lol .




Well I love you Kalief .

:-/

Falling HEAD OVER HEELS for you .

C4liph .

Caliphhhh:-*

I get chills and butterflies when I talk of you .
I get cold feet and weak knees when you hold me .
I hate when Im away from you .
And I love every moment being with you .
Who woulda thought .
I'd fall this hard over youu .

New Loveee ?

So Caliph seems like he's the one .
I like really really like him .
I hate being away from him .
I love being around with him .
I love when he hugs and holds me .
He's young than me tooo .
Like two years younger I think .
Maybe even three , since Ill be 18 soon .
But age aint nothing but a NUMBER .
He he acts more mature thn the older niggas I know .
So thats a GOOD NOTE .
I want him to by my boyfriend .
But then I keep thinking negative .
I told myself to follor my HEART .
Which is being with him .
But thn ppl say your heart stirs you wrong .
And I dont want this to be wrong .
Idk what to doooo .
Ima talk to him .
And tell him how I feel .
And we'll go from that .
And its sadd because his homies want me too .
Smh .
I hate that shitt .
But I love you Caliph .
Well lust you .
Because its too realy to LOVE you .

C4liphhhhh:-*

Smh at you Froggy .

& I thought you were different .
But seems like your JUST LIKE THE REST .
Its soooo saddd .
Because you went on and on about how REAL you were .
Sorry sweetie .
But you NO WHERE near it .

To the MAN .

To the MAN I thought was real .
To the MAN I though was there for me .
To the MAN I thought was the one for me .
To the MAN I thought was different from the others .
To the MAN I thought I could of lived my life with .
To the MAN I thought wouldnt play me or lie to me .
To the MAN I thought cared for my feelings .
To the MAN I thought was the MAN I wanted .
To the MAN I though was the MAN .
To the MAN , thank you .
For letting me knowwwww .
That there is still YET to come more men .
Like youuuu .
When I thought you'd be different .
You proved me wrong .
You proved yourself wrong .
Black , handsome , young men .
Why ?
Why do you treat your beautiful , black , young women the way you do ?
But thank you so muchhh .
For making ME realize that life inst a FAIRY TALE .

Last night with Drake .

: ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : )
Last night was the BEST .
Drake is the BEST .
LA is the fucking BEST .
Words cant explain how much fun I had .
My night was spectacular .

Today was great .

Today was great .
Today was great .
Today was great .
Today was great .
Had alot of funnn .
Morning started off kinda cool .
The day went very well .
Was with Froggy today :)
I fucking love himm .
And my bro Thuggy .
I love him toooo .
Alot of ppl was at the Bazaar .
It went well .
No fights .
No drama .
Today went well .
Finally , a day without DRAMA .
Hoepfully the weekend is better .
Tomorrow night I go see Drake & R.Leslie .
Can't waitttt .
Ohh & I got asked to Manuel Prom .
But my perants said I couldnt go .
Oh well , I aint tripping .
It was the same night of Drake .
And I really didnt wanan miss that .
Welppp .
Im done .
Nothing more to dayy .
Oh waittt .
bLayne said him and his ex-gF may get back 2gether .
Oh well .
I aint tripping .
Ima always be in the back of his mind .
Welppp .
Goodnight .

History .

It's 2OO9 now , and I'll be 18 in November .
Looking at old pictures , and old friends .
Smh . Lol .
Ive been there , and done that .
Everything yall doing noww .
Pu$haz , F1lthyz , NikeINC , Savageeee , ETC .
Who started that shitttt ?
Who started the click , family , ent , inc , shitt .
My homies , my brothers , my family .
"H O L L Y W O O D" bby .
Then my bro's "RudeBoys" .
Then me and my girls , "Sassidys" .
Like if it wasnt for HOLLYWOOD .
You people would be nothingg .
And I admit it .
HOLLYWOOD put me on the map in LA .
ANd I love them for thatt .
It's always gone be H-WOOD or nothingg .
Anysways .
All you NEW bootys .
All I do is LAUGH at yall .
I remember when I use to be on the scene .
I remember the days of all that FUN and LAUGHTER .
And waittt , bck thn I was ONLY like 14 and 15 .
Like wtffff .
I was turning shit up at 14 and 15 .
Eighth grade and Ninth grade were the BEST years .
Everybody that was my "family," and/or friends back than .
Aint even "family," and/or friends NO MOREEE .
Aint that somethinggg .
I aint been on the scene for a whileee .
Probi like two years and some months ?
Idk whyyy ?
Ive been on my getting money and school shit .
But this is MY year .
I'll be 18 this yearr .
So yall will SEE me again .
Back on the MY scene .
Yeaa , im real COCKY .
Cuhks I made a couple of you ppl who you are todayy .
But I LOVE yall all .
Even my enemeis back then .

Jay 3 .

Been there , Done that .

Yall just repeating MY history .

Tonighttt .

Today was niceeeeee .
So Darryl knows I like him , smh .
Kaliph is the BEST , and I like him too , smh .
He's young thouuu , in the 9th gradee .
Ima go to JAIL , lol .
But he's cool .
We started OFF on the wrong foot .
Didnt even like eachotherr .
I wanted somebody to beat him up .
And he wanted somebody to beat me upp .
But nowwwww .
Thats my little boo , ad hopefully my FUTURE .


Well my CAVS lost : (
Oh welll , that was GAME ONE .
We got the rest of emm .
Mr. West on the CAVS : )


bLayne , I LOVE you babe :-*
Anddd I really miss you .


Im start NOT to like vJones anymore .
He's a little too thristy for meee , Smh .

GOODNIGHT

Today .

Seen RAMON .
He loves meeeee .
On the phone with Imari & Unknown boy .

Yesterday was CRAZY

Soooo I met a BOY .
His name is BAD GUY .
Like what type of name is that .
He from FOETYS , smh .
He's straight , I love his tatts and piercings .
And he got BODYYYY , :)
I was like BADBUY ,
and he was like you tryna be a BADGIRL ,
And I said Im already a BAD GIRL .
And he smiled and laughedddd .
Then he put his arms around meee .
And then he blow kissed to meee .
I know thats all game thou .
I aint stupidddd bro .
But Ima GAME him up before he can GAME me up .



Smh , and BANGGGGG came to the school .
He's soooo stupidddd .
Ughhh , I hate himmm now .
But I truely do LOVE his ass , lol .
He always smiling at meee .
I love his smiles .
But I gotta get over himmm .
Orrr just move onnn .
Who knows , he may COME BACK .



And I asked bLayne is he wants to
come somewhere with me and my parents .
He saiddd "PARENTS ," Lmaoo .
I love you bLayneeee . Lol .

Tuesdays CST

US History throwOFF .
I dont know shittttt .
I know Ima FAIL this one .
Smh , I dont remember History .

Homegirls Sex Buddy ....

Sooooo I had sex with my homegirls sex buddy .
And NOW she's a little upset .
Not because I had sex with him .
But because she LIKED him .
But he doesnt like her .
He just wanted to SMUPPPP and sex .
he likes me and wants me to be his GIRL .
Idk what to do .
She knows about ittt .
And hasnt confronted me about it .
I wnat her too .
She I be the REAL WOMAN and do it .
OR just leave it aloneeee .

Mondays CST

English Exam .
It was straight .
ALOT of reading .
But I did it .
Well most of it .

Yesterdays THOUGHTS

Soooo yesterday Vincent said Raven and Justin
was catering to the "white bitch." And I was like
that white bitch is you girl. And he was like
NO SHE NOT. So I said who's your girl then.
And he said YOU ARE, referring to ME.
Nowwww idk what to sayy.
He believes IM HIS GIRL.
But im trying to MOVE ON.
To bLyaneeeee JUNIOR.

:-/

vJones

VS.

bLayne






Torn between the TWO .

(:

Seen bLayne yesterdayyy .
Damn its been some years .
He looks the same .
He said I look the same .
I love him more noww (:
His hugs are the BEST .



bLaynee :-*

(:

Seen Vincent todayyyy :-D .
I love himmmmmmmmmmmmmm .

True Loveee (:

Me : Goodnight and I love you Vincent Jones , even when I hate you .

Vincent : Goodnight babygirl and I love you too and gone always love you and thats my word .





I love you with ALL my heart Vincent , no matter what baby .
I gave you 4our years of my LIFE , Im not gonna let US go that easy .

Today was funnn .

Irritated in the AM ,
Happy in the PM .
Seen my brothers ,
Jay and Daivon todayy .
I love them too much .
Seen Ty today too (: ,
He's a little cutieeeeeee .
Everybody was up at the
school todayyy , Smh .
Havent talk to BJ all-day .
Aint even tripping off him now .
Im back on Vincent ass , Smh .
Me and Vincent argued today too .
He just dont know what he wants .
But ima try and chill offa Vincent .
Lmaooooo , If your girl only knew .
I know I was grimmey for that ,
but I was b4 herrrr , SOOOOOOO .
Oh welllllll , he dont want her anyways .
I seen Charles today toooo (: (: (: (: (:
Ive missed his little lyteskinn ass .
And Chazz texted meee today .
Pshhhhhh , idk whyyyyy ?
Well Im done for nowwwww .
Probi have some juice laterr .

Todays Thoughts .

Today was a cool dayyyy .
Im like soooo DONE with Deric .
He's not on my level at alllll .
Mommy texted me and said "I love youu."
I love her toooooo much moreee .
I seen JMACC today :) .
And then Devinn Jones came to my school .
I hate him right now tooo .
He's NOT on my level neither .
Went to Burger King as usual .
Then went homeee .
Walk in the house and my attitude came .
Sperm donor , big sister , and Ashley
watching a movie like a little "family."
And I walked in and it was like ,
Jamieee , the stepdaughter is hereee .
Idc bout know of themm , specially Jimmy and Ashley .
Big sister , I loverrr her . But I have my days .
And todayyyy ,
me and Bryceeee (: .
Didnt make it official butt , we WILL .
He wants meeee as bad as I want himmm .
And were gonna be in a RELATIONSHIP finally .
Talked to Vincenttt too ): .
He dissappoints meee still .
Thoughts done right nowww .
Be Back Laterrrrr (:

Glenn Austin Music .

" Cool , laid back attitude , no drama . And she got mood swings , but that aint a problem . "

-CandyDream .

(:

LittleJamieeee : You still have those wrist bands ?

bLayneeee: U talkin bout the rubberbands ??

LittleJamieeee: Yeaaa .

bLayneeee: I have 2 on ryte now lmao

LittleJamieeee: Lol , awwww I want them again .

LittleJamieeee: Lol .

bLayneeee: Hahaha ok .

bLayneeee 32

Your my Candy Dreammmmmm (:
& Ever since you been in my life ,
You been on my minddd :-* .

Todays thoughts .

This morning I was really really irritated .
Because of that ichy ass sub teacher !
I hate when they find out im Belizean and
say "We no raise like that .
" Like SO WHAT !
I wasnt raised in belize .
Ima CITY GIRl bitch !
Anyways , my so cal boyfriend , well my school
boyfriend , is becoming a bitch in my book .
He's NOT man enough for me .
I gues BJ was righttt .
He's the only man for mee :-D .
And Im the only REAL lady for him :-* .
Anyways , the rest of my day was cool .
Alot of these bitches niggas keep eyeing .
Im be a "Good Girl" like Kelli Renee say ,
and tell these bitches "Yo looking at me ."
Left school at 7th perioddd .
For the first timeeeeeee in history .
Didnt chill after school cuhks , wow me .
KS said Hi to me todayyy , LMFAOOO .
I'll write a blog about him laterr .
Thats gone take up alot of my timeee .
He's such ASS nigga .
Then I got homeee .
Lowball arguing with my bestfriend cuhks
that bitch said she was giving away my
DRAKE ticket to some bitch i DONT like cuhks .
But she notttt :-D .
Oh && BJ gon be there tooo .
Cant waittt to be with him :-) .
Im really falling for him again .
Damn yall see how in love I was with Vincent .
BJ was b4 Vincent .
When I was in 7th gradeeee .
Mannnn :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) .
ANyways Im done for the nighttt .

Duecessss (:

Little bit in love with youuu .

Damnnnn , I fell in love with you in 7th grade .
Now May 1Oth , 2OO9 in 11th grade ,
I find youuuu , & Ive missed youuu .
Damnnnnnn BJ , where have you been ?
I know I played around back then ,
but your LittleJamieee has grown upp .
And Im ready noww .
You said you want a girl that'll stand by for everything ,
in other words "RIDA ," you looking at one baby .
Soooo just know "when you done with the hoes,
and wanna roll with a real bitch , ill be right here waiting ."








BLJ :-*

Mommy .

Words cant explain anything I want to say ,
not even "I love you ," because I more then
love you . I adore you . I cherish you . I praise
you . Although we may fuss and fight ALL the
time . I will never hold a grudge towards you .
You mean everything to me . I'd drop any and
everything for you . Idk what I'd do if I lose you .
You are truely "irreplaceable ." I love you Mommy ,
and Happy Mothers Days .

&& HappyMothersDays to all the mothers .

Bonnie & Clyde

I loveeee you T4 .
You always gone be my nigga ,
& yeaa I'll always be yo bitch .
We go wayyyyyy back cuhks .
Been through A LOT tooo .
Its more then a relationship .
It's a beautiful friendship .
No matter what happens .
I got you back , cuhks you got mines .
I'll love you forever and ever .

T4 . & Mrs . T4

Happier thn EVER .

Drake , May 23rd . :-D

Goodmorning .

Today is the " Day b4 Mother's Day Brunch . "
With the lovely women and mothers in my life .
And to the women that made this all possible .
Grandma , I love you more then everything .
Your tatted , Lol .
Well you and my mother have the same name .
But your guys are both tatted on my heart .
Today this brunch is about celebrating the mothers .
And the men , fathers , sons, nephews , brothers serve us .
They serve the women .
That'll be a nice picture , Lol .
I love the women in my life .

All I see is Black and White .

Someone help me see the color .

Goodnight .

I wanna dream about my life .
Dream about my future .
Dream about the happiness I want .
Dream about the one I love , and loves me .
Dream about him .
But there is no him .
Guess ima dream about the "dream him ."

Goodnightttt & SweetDreams .

WAKE UP Women .

Ima write a book about women .
How stupid they are .
How they let men walk over them .
Like I mean everybody has been there .
I've been there .
BUT , I've learned .
And I want my fellow "black" women to learn .
Never let a man walk over you .
Its so degrading for me to see this .
And me being only 17years old realizing this .
It's crazy .
And the "women" I know that are 21 and upp .
Still acting like their in High School .
And MENNN , please .
We are your mothers , and sisters , and daugthers .
TREAT US LIKE YOU'D TREAT YOUR MOTHER .
Like the Queen we are .
The Queen we should be .
It reall hurts me to seen women hurt and degraded .
And to the women thats KNOW that their "man" is doing them wrong .
And they still STAY ?
Likeeee , really are you that low of a person .
Im down with these boys that think they mans .
Im not saying im too good for anybody .
BUT I know for a fact that I deserve BETTER then what I get .
And MY women out here deserve better .
Jamie , Alex , Raven , Meghan , Shanae , Brooke, and Lucy , all my lovely ladies .
We deserve better .
We deserve better .
We deserve better .

):

I honestly think ourrelationship is going to change .
Like , I wont be able to expect this shit .
My heart wont let me .
Like , mannnn , this shit hurting me .
& idk whyyy ?
Im going crazy mannn .
Idk what to doooooo .

Idk what to say

My cousin is now moving into a place with my ex-boyfriends NEW girlfriend.
Like what type of shit is that cuhks .
Like , I dont even know what to say .
Like , & my cousin expect me to be cool with her .
I mean I aint gone like wanna fight her and shit .
But I aint gone be able to talk to her .
Like , W T F >:o .
Idk . Idk . Idk . Idk . Idk .
Likeeeee wtf kinda shit is that .

Smh .

Their not neccessarily getting to me .
It's just , I'm tired of it .
Like they really need to grow up .
Like , wtf .
Are you still in Junios High .
N O !
Were in High School .
At least act like it .
But I aint gone trip .
Because when the times comes .
We will ALL know the truth .
And if Im right .
I'll be on the sideline , laughing my ass off .
Yes , I'll probi be hated or whatnot .
But Im already one of the MOST HATED people in LA .
So a little more FANS wont hurt ( :

Forever and ever .

Jamie Jolie , HATED ; for what ?

Realizing Reality .

Sooooo ,
Ive told myself I wasnt gonna let him go that easy .
So I didnt .
But I dont wanna hold on to something that doesnt wanna be held on to .
So I wont .
Ima call it quits today , officially .
No more calls , visits , aims , NOTHING .
Im to BEAUTIFUL , to stress over ONE when theres MORE .
So Im doneeee .
Thank you .

But what if he comes back ?

What a day .

From the VNG bitches come up to Crenshaw ,
to Tuere and Tiarra getting madd because
Im the REAL Wifeeee of Terrence Campbell .
Lmfaooooo .
Like Tuere SAID , when Sept . comes ,
WE will know where Terrence calls HOME . :-D

) :

I wanna try and stick it with you DJ .
But you seem not to want me anymore .







) : , T4 is back thoughh .

New Loveee?

I met a boy today by the name of Devin Jones.
He's so handsome. Tall, light skin, light brown
eyes, nice wavey hair. He's mixed with Mexican
and Indian, nice rightt. It's something about him
that keeps him on my mind everyday. When were
together I get butterflies in my stomach. And he's
alwasy smiling around me. I hope he like me the
way I like him. Over the week, people have been
telling me thing about him that I dont like. But he
denys EVERYTHING. I mean who lies these days.
He's a little older then me, well just two years. He's
a Libra and I love me some Libra's. His hugs are the
best. He's h6Od like the boy Ive messes with, but
hopefully he doesnt hurt me like the rrest did. I
know it may be a little too early to tell but I think
Im gonna LOVE him.

Love Jonesss.

):

Gonna cry myself to sleep 2night.









Ill always love him );

Confusedd.

I Only Wanna Be NEXT TO YOU.

) :

I just sheded a cry for youu.
Thinking about how i'd feel if you were with someone elseee,
Damnnn, that'll hurt me badd.
Thinking I can get over you in 1night.
But I can't, your were my love,my life, my husband, my everything.
I don't see myself with no-one elsee.
But YOUUU.
Mannn, this is gonna bee crazy.
Forgiving you & forgetting you.
Hope I can do it.

No More VMJ?

-April 15, 2OO9

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Love knocks you DOWN.

Never thought I`d fall for you, as hard as I did.

Best Rapper Of `O9

BRW

I'll miss you, & thats OUR secret.

Real Friends

14 years and counting.
Ride Or Dies.
Partner In Crimes.
We talk just alike.
We walk just alike.
We act just alike.
Same damn swagg.
Real Friends.
True Friends.
It'll always be "AJ. JJ. RJ."
From 104th & Denker.
To the END of the world.

Twitter

Twitter.Com/OnlyLoveJamie

What it feels like to be in love.

I love you MORE than life.
When I think of you, I cry.
Idk what Id do, if we ever break-up.
I need you.
I want you.
I cant live without you.
You are my everything.
I dont want anyone else but YOU.
My love for you is unconditional.
I love you soooo much.
I just love you.
Id kill for you.
Id die for you.
No one else in this world can amount to you.
No one else can love me like you do.
No one else can make me feel the way you make me feel.
No one else can do me like you do.
You brought the happy out of me.
Without you Id be BLANK.
I never wanna lose you.
I need you in my arms.
I want you around all the time.
I love your kisses.
I love the way you hold me tight.
I love the way you say "I love you."
I love that you wanna marry me.
I'll always be your lady.
I'll always be his girl.
I love your father.
Your father loves me.
I love your brother.
Your brother loves me.
Writing this right now makes me want to cry.
Thinking of how much I love you makes me cry.
I cant wait to be your wife.
Your Mrs. Jones.
I cant wait to have your children.
I cant wait for us to grow old together.
They say if you love something, you got to let it go, and if comes back, then it means so much more.
YOU CAME BACK.
Idk what else to say.
Sometimes those three words cant even explain how much I love you.

What If . . .

What if . . . It was all a lie.
What if . . . You played me to whole time.
What if . . . It was just a big joke.
What if . . . Everything was planned out.
What if . . . You always had a chick on the side.
What if . . . You thought of someone else, when we made love.
What if . . . You never really meant "I Love You" when you said it.
What if . . . You just used me.What if . . . It was just a dream.
What if . . . I was never there.What if . . . You were never there.
What if . . . There wasnt a "WHAT IF."

Fire & Desire

Love them, & leave them.
Thats what I use to dooooo.
Use, & abuse them.
Then I layd eyes on you.
& it was pain before pleasure.